GOOGLE ESSAY LINK-DON'T INSIST ON GOING WHERE YOU THINK YOU WANT TO GO, ASK THE WAY TO THE SPRING...YOUR LIVING PIECES WILL FORM A HARMONY-RUMI

BODY ELECTRIC UNCONSCIOUS...

SEEING INTO THE CHAOS WITHIN TO CLEANSE AND CLEAR OUT RIDING THE RANGES OF 'O'RANGE...BEYOND THE POLLUTANTS OF PACIFIERS AND SWEET EXCESSES OF NUMBINGS AND SELF DECEPTIONS...

GO TO MY KNOL IN GOOGLE AS

http://knol.google.com/k/w-patrick-coyne/shock-impact/1w4ddkcy9jjox/1

4 MINUTE INTRO SHOCK IMPACT VIDEO

AWARENESS IN PROCESS OF 'KA' DUALITY MOVING THROUGH ABYSS OF 'O' AND BECOMING 'BA' AS SPIRIT SOUL....BAOKA

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ALL GROWTH IS THE INTEGRATION OF SEEMINGLY OPPOSITE VALUES

WATERS OF UNCONSCIOUS...

DEPTHS OF DIMINISHED ECHOIC TIMBRE AS SOUND IS COMPRESSION WITHIN... PADDINGS, PACKINGS, DISTORTIONS OF HUNGERS AND THE MEDIATIONS AGAINST IMPOSITIONS AS 'SUSTENANCE OF FORTRESS DEFENSES'... THE FIELD OF INFORMATION IS LIMITED BY PSYCHE STATE OF CONTROL IN EXPECTANCY AND LEVERAGE POWER SEEKING...

WILHELM REICH....TRANSFORMATIONS IN DIALECTICAL PROCESSING...COLLISIONISM...REACTIONS AND DRIVES OF BECOMING...

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ABREACTION...DECISIVE MOMENT OF REEXPERIENCING A TRAUMA

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SOME PEOPLE AND SOME CIRCUMSTANCES BRING OUT THE BEST...NATURAL JUICES IN SPIRIT, HEART, GROWTH, EXPANSION, TIMINGS, CREATIVITY...

PEOPLE HAVE POWER OVER YOU TO THE EXTENT THAT YOU NEED SOMETHING FROM THEM...

SHAME CRIES OUT FOR WORTHINESS, RELIEF AND HEALING...SHAME IS A STATE OF INTERRUPTEDNESS WHERE ONE'S FUNDAMENTAL VALUE IS QUESTIONED...SHAME IS NEGATION OF DESIRE-VULNERABILITY OF THE WOUNDED SPIRIT...

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EVERYTHING VANISHES AROUND ME, AND WORKS ARE BORN AS IF OUT OF THE VOID. RIPE , GRAPHIC FRUITS FALL OFF. MY HAND HAS BECOME THE OBEDIENT INSTRUMENT OF A REMOTE WILL.-PAUL KLEE

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CREATIVE AROUSAL...ACTIVATES AND INTENSIFIES PHYSIOLOGICAL PROCESSES

ONE BECOMES HYPERSENSITIVE... HYPERALERT...EASILY BOTHERED BY THE SLIGHTEST DISTRACTIONS OR INTERRUPTIONS TO THE IMPETUS OF A PROJECT...

SOLITUDE IS ESSENTIAL TO FACILITATE CONCENTRATION AND TO AVOID THE CONFLICTS OF IRRITABILITY AND INTENSITY ASSOCIATED WITH THE HYPER ALERT AND AROUSED CREATIVE STATE...

DISSOCIATIVE PROCESSES IN REACTIVITY TO BREAK SHOCKS IN RELATIONSHIPS

SPLITS IN CONSCIOUSNESS...DUALITY IN BAOKA DREAMS THAT ECHO DEEPLY...SHIFTING 'FAULT' LINES OF REGISTERING AND RECORDING THE 'OUT OF SYNC' DIFFERENCES FROM IN 'SYNC'...RELATIONSHIPS...

SEEING 'GIRLS' BEGINNING 'NOT TO KNOW WHAT THEY KNEW' AS 'ADAPTATION'...CAROL GILLIGAN[BIRTH OF PLEASURE]

'OURSELF BEHIND OUR SELF CONCEALED/SHOULD STARTLE MOST' WROTE EMILY DICKINSON...

MEDIATION-CONTROL MADNESS AS ANGER LEVELS RISE TO PASSION EXCITEMENT OF INTENSITY-DENSITY CONTAINERING...SHE MEDIATES IN A PLEASURE OF ACCESSING COUNTER POWER TO CONTROL-THWART-DENY YET PAD HER VULNERABILITY IN ANGST AND RAGE MOVING TO STRATEGY AS 'SACRIFICE/RETREAT' MANEUVERS TO GAIN ADVANTAGE...

TO ACCESS THE SELF AS CONCEALED...THE PLEASURE TRUING SOUL OUT OF SECOND THOUGHTS AND INSTANT REVISION...

FOR 'WHO OFFERS ONESELF AS A CRISIS SOLUTION'...A REBIRTHING INSEMINATION IN EGG SPLITTING CONSCIOUSNESS...

FOR HOW DOES ONE COME TO KNOW THE CHILD....THE IMAGINED CHILD...THE STATE OF INSEMINATION SEEDING IN IDENTITY, SPLITTING, KA...AWARENESS...

'BY THE FACE AND SHAPE OF THE CHILD SHE WILL COME TO KNOW HER MYSTERIOUS HUSBAND'-CAROL GILLIGAN

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SHE FALLS IN LOVE WITH LOVE...EXCITEMENT-FEAR...LOVE LEADING TO LOSS, PLEASURE FOLLOWED BY THE THREAT OF IMPENDING DEATH...

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SHE IS PUT TO SLEEP WITHIN A WALL OF FIRE...TO BE WAKENED BY THE ONLY HERO BRAVE ENOUGH TO PASS THROUGH TO HER...SHE SIZZLES, STEAMS, AND STRUGGLES TO PREVENT THE FIRES OF HER REAL SEXUAL AWAKENING...

THE FLAMING BARRIER IS THE FEAR...THWARTING AND WARDING OFF DEFENSIVENESS...

THE FEAR MUST BE BREATHED THROUGH AND EXPERIENCED...

LOVE IS THE ILLUMINATION IN THE WILL TO CONNECT...

RESTRICTION ON WANTING AND KNOWING

THE SHADOW GROWS MOST WHEN IGNORED OR AVOIDED...IT BECOMES A REPOSITORY OF HEAT AND ENERGY...THE GAP BETWEEN 'OUGHT' AND WHAT ACTUALLY 'IS'...
INCREASING AMOUNTS OF ENERGY IS REQUIRED TO SUSTAIN THE FORTRESSING...

HOW MUCH PAIN IS THE PERSON WILLING TO SUFFER IN ORDER TO HIDE FROM THE SELF...

'...SUPPRESSION OF A WOMAN'S SEXUALITY LEADS TO A MORE GENERAL INHIBITION OF DESIRE AND CURIOSITY, CREATING A RESTRICTION ON WANTING AND KNOWING THAT SPREADS THROUGHOUT HER LIFE-CIVILIZED SEXUAL MORALITY AND MODERN NERVOUS ILLNESS-1908 SIGMUND FREUD

RABBIT GREENS

RABBIT GREENS IN SPRING

DUST SWIRLS ON A SCREEN

LIGHT EMANATES IN REFLECTION

TO MOVE BEYOND 'SLEEPING HORSES'...

KNOWING THROUGH THE ORANGES OF TIME....

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DISTORTIONS IN PERCEPTION AS MEDIATION-CONTROL OF THE FIELD OF INFORMATION...

SEXOMONEY MEDIA IN 'ADVERTISING' USE OF 'CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT'...

SOUND BYTE GLIBNESS IN HYSTERIA TRANSFERRENCES...

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PERCUSSION IS THE IMMENSE POWER WHICH IS GENERATED WITHIN THE ELEMENTS-LEONARDO DA VINCI

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THE WISE MAN SEEKS THE REASON FOR THE SYMPTOM, NOT IN THE PAST, BUT IN THE PURPOISE THE SYMPTOM AIMS AT-JOHN LAYARD

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TO FACE SHAME AS FEAR OF THE SHUDDER OF IMMEDIACY...ACUTE SELF CONSCIOUSNESS

THE BITE OF VULNERABILITY TO THE THREAT OF REJECTION...RIDICULE...ANXIOUSNESS THAT ONE WILL BE 'CAUGHT IN THE ACT , AGAIN'...THE THWARTING, WARDING OFF BEHAVIORS AGAINST ANY ACTION THAT WILL/MIGHT EXPOSE ONE'S SELF THAT IS DIFFERENT FROM THE PROJECTED IMAGE----------IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT......THE DESIRE AS A STRATEGIST IN CHAMELEON IMITATIONS TO SEEK INDEPENDENCE AND POWER W/ O EXPOSURE-TRUTH

SHAME IS PASSED ON................AND MUST BE DISPOSED OF IF ONE IS GOING TO LEAVE THE RECURRENT PATTERNS OF 'INHERITED STREAMS'...TO ENTER POWERLESSNESS/LACK/ NOT GOOD ENOUGH/ VULNERABILITY OF AGITATION-RESTLESSNESS THAT ONE IS NOT AS ONE IS SUPPOSED TO BE...LIKE TO BE...THE EFFECTS OF 'SENSES OF INFERIORITY' AS CONTRADICTIONS OF AS IS COLLIDE WITH HARD EARNED DEFENSES OF BARBICAN FORTRESS CONSTRUCTIONS IN MEDIATION OF IMPOSITION ORDERINGS...............COPING AND ENDURANCE W/O OPPORTUNITY TO THRIVE.............

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as DON DELILLO

THE BODY ARTIST

...'LIKE A MAN WHO BECAME ANONYMOUS TO HIMSELF'...

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'THIS IS A MAN WHO REMEMBERS THE FUTURE'.......

'SHE SAW IN A GESTURE AS A MAN TRYING TO UNSNARL HIMSELF FROM LIFETIME'S SHYNESS AND CONSTRICTION'.....

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IT WAS NECESSARY TO ALTER THE VISIBLE FORM....ALL THE WAY DOWN TO THE TONGUE...SHE WAS SUPPRESSING SOMETHING, CLOSING OFF OUTLETS TO THE SELF, ALL THE WAY DOWN TO THE SCOURINGS AT THE DEEP END OF THE TONGUE, CONCEALED FROM VIEW...THE MIND WILLED IT ON THE BODY.'

YOU RESEMBLE THE SPIRIT YOU COMPREHEND-GOETHE

'NUMB' AND 'ANAESTHETIZED'...THE 'DEAD CERTAINTY OF CONTROLLING THE DEFINED UNKNOWN...THE WAYS OF HOUDINI ESCAPISM IN THE IMITATIONS AND 'DEADENINGS'...PADDINGS AND CORRIDORINGS OF SENSES...BLOCKED NERVES , BLOOD CIRCULATION, DISTRIBUTIONS...

BEING IN FALSE HOMEOSTASIS OF 'BARBI-CAN SHAME FORTRESSING' OF POWER GREATER THAN LOVE..................SERVITUDE IN DUTY/OBLIGATION AND ROLE..............EXCUSES AND DREAMS W/O WILL TO TRUTH OF URGENCY.

TO FACE 'DEAD CERTAINTY' WITHIN...

EVENTS HAVE THEIR OWN IMPLACABLE LOGIC.PEOPLE NEVER REALIZE THAT FROM ORDINARY ACTIONS...CONSEQUENCES WILL FOLLOW WHICH ARE THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT THEY INTEND-A.SOLZHENITSEN-FIRST CIRCLE

THE MORE I STRUGGLE WITH IT, THE MORE I BECOME ENTANGLED AND STUCK IN IT-UNCLE REMUS

BUT WHERE THERE IS DANGER THERE GROWS ALSO WHAT SAVES-HOLDERLIN

MUSCULAR TENSION INHIBITION AND DISTORTED BEHAVIOR ARE SIGNS THAT THE CONFLICT IS STILL ACTIVE...ON AN UNCONSCIOUS LEVEL...

PATH OF HEART-ESSENCE OF ANALYSIS IS SURPRISE...ESSENCE OF ANY REAL GROWTH/CHANGE'-FREUD

'A SUDDEN OR SHARP IMPACT OF A SOUND THROWS THE MIND INTO AN ALERT ACTIVITY WHICH ENABLES IT TO BREAK LOOSE FROM THE OBSESSION OF ITS PREVIOUS MOOD'.....................

THE JOLT----------

THE AROUSAL..................

THE MIND IS AWKENED TO APPLY ITSELF AGGRESSIVELY TO THE IDEA WHICH HAD OPPRESSED IT......................................

THE KNOCK.............NOCK..............KNOX......................TO MARK A STAGE IN THE CEREMONY..............A BELL RESONANCE
AN ORIGINAL IS A CREATION MOTIVATED BY DESIRE-MAN RAY
GOING WITHIN THROUGH ORANGE RANGES OF 'O' RANGE IN YIN-YANG DEPTHS...
FOR ORIGINALITY COMES OUT OF THE SHADOWS OF THE CLOSED CIRCULARITY OF THE PSYCHE CAVE.................

WHEN THE REBEL LOSES CONTACT WITH HIS HEART...THE REBELLION MERELY PERPETUATES THE OLD DISEASE IN NEW FORMS... ARNO GRUEN-BETRAYAL OF THE SELF

THERE ARE SO MANY SELVES IN EVERYBODY AND TO EXPLORE AND EXPLOIT JUST ONE IS WRONG, DEAD WRONG, FOR THE CREATIVE PERSON-JAMES DICKEY

ALWAYS WISH THAT YOU MAY FIND PATIENCE ENOUGH IN YOURSELF TO ENDURE, AND SIMPLICITY ENOUGH TO BELIEVE; THAT YOU MAY ACQUIRE MORE AND MORE CONFIDENCE IN THAT WHICH IS DIFFICULT, AND IN YOUR SOLITUDE AMONG OTHERS.'-RAINER MARIE RILKE

GENUINENESS...............................................................................................

TO GO WHERE ONE HAS NEVER BEEN...............................................................

EXCEPTIONAL AND SPECIAL, UNIQUENESS IS LONELY..................................

TO GET PAID FOR ONE'S DOING WHAT IS ONE'S BEST AND ENJOYABLE WAY................

THE WAY TO FIND YOUR TRUE SELF IS IN RECKLESSNESS AND FREEDOM-BRENDA UELAND

CURIOSITY COURAGE AND WILL OF HEART IN ENCOUNTER.......................

THERE IS ONLY ONE JOURNEY, GOING INSIDE YOURSELF-RILKE

'WHEN THE SEXUAL BEHAVIOR SEEMS CLOSE TO ATTAINING ITS GOAL, THEN THE HYSTERICAL CHARACTER REGULARLY RETREATS OR ASSUMES A PASSIVE ANXIOUS ATTITUDE...

FEARING THE VERY THING ONE WANTS...DESTROYING THE VERY THING ONE NEEDS..WILHELM REICH

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'AND THE DAY CAME THAT THE RISK [IT TOOK] TO REMAIN IN THE BUD WAS MORE PAINFUL THAN THE RISK IT TOOK TO BLOSSOM'-ANAIS NIN

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