SPLITS IN CONSCIOUSNESS...DUALITY IN BAOKA DREAMS THAT ECHO DEEPLY...SHIFTING 'FAULT' LINES OF REGISTERING AND RECORDING THE 'OUT OF SYNC' DIFFERENCES FROM IN 'SYNC'...RELATIONSHIPS...
SEEING 'GIRLS' BEGINNING 'NOT TO KNOW WHAT THEY KNEW' AS 'ADAPTATION'...CAROL GILLIGAN[BIRTH OF PLEASURE]
'OURSELF BEHIND OUR SELF CONCEALED/SHOULD STARTLE MOST' WROTE EMILY DICKINSON...
MEDIATION-CONTROL MADNESS AS ANGER LEVELS RISE TO PASSION EXCITEMENT OF INTENSITY-DENSITY CONTAINERING...SHE MEDIATES IN A PLEASURE OF ACCESSING COUNTER POWER TO CONTROL-THWART-DENY YET PAD HER VULNERABILITY IN ANGST AND RAGE MOVING TO STRATEGY AS 'SACRIFICE/RETREAT' MANEUVERS TO GAIN ADVANTAGE...
TO ACCESS THE SELF AS CONCEALED...THE PLEASURE TRUING SOUL OUT OF SECOND THOUGHTS AND INSTANT REVISION...
FOR 'WHO OFFERS ONESELF AS A CRISIS SOLUTION'...A REBIRTHING INSEMINATION IN EGG SPLITTING CONSCIOUSNESS...
FOR HOW DOES ONE COME TO KNOW THE CHILD....THE IMAGINED CHILD...THE STATE OF INSEMINATION SEEDING IN IDENTITY, SPLITTING, KA...AWARENESS...
'BY THE FACE AND SHAPE OF THE CHILD SHE WILL COME TO KNOW HER MYSTERIOUS HUSBAND'-CAROL GILLIGAN
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SHE FALLS IN LOVE WITH LOVE...EXCITEMENT-FEAR...LOVE LEADING TO LOSS, PLEASURE FOLLOWED BY THE THREAT OF IMPENDING DEATH...
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SHE IS PUT TO SLEEP WITHIN A WALL OF FIRE...TO BE WAKENED BY THE ONLY HERO BRAVE ENOUGH TO PASS THROUGH TO HER...SHE SIZZLES, STEAMS, AND STRUGGLES TO PREVENT THE FIRES OF HER REAL SEXUAL AWAKENING...
THE FLAMING BARRIER IS THE FEAR...THWARTING AND WARDING OFF DEFENSIVENESS...
THE FEAR MUST BE BREATHED THROUGH AND EXPERIENCED...
LOVE IS THE ILLUMINATION IN THE WILL TO CONNECT...
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